...schön...
dieses lied hat es mir angetan. es ist schön, gefühlvoll, hat stil und sinn...leider einen traurigen hintergrund...
Please accept my apologies,
wonder what would have been
would you have been a little angel?
or an angel of sin?
tom-boy running around,
hanging with all the guys?
or a little tough boy with
beautiful brown eyes?
paid for the murder befor
they had determined the sex
choosing our life over your
life meant your death
and you never got a chance
to even open your eyes
sometimes I wonder as a
fetus if you fought for your life?
Would you have been a little
genius, in love with math?
Would you have played in
your school clothes and made me mad?
would you have been a little
rapper like your poppa the piper?
would you have made me quit
smoking by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skintone
and shape of your nose
and the way you would have
laughed and talked fast or slow
I think about it every year,
so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday,
I love you whoever you would have been
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake
I got a million excuses,
as to why you died
and other people got their
own reasons for homocide
who's to say it would have worked
and who's to say it wouldn't have
I was young and struggling,
but old enough to be a dad
the fear of being my father
has never disappeared
I ponder it frequently
while I'm sipping on my beer
my vision of a family
was artificial and fake
so when it came time
to create I made a mistake
now you got a little brother,
maybe it's really you
maybe you really forgave
us knowing we was confused maybe,
every time that he smiles
it's you proudly knowing
that your father is doing
the right thing now
I never tell a woman
what to do with her body
but if she don't love children
then we can't party
I think about it every year
so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, I love you whoever you would have been
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake
from the heavens to the womb
to the heavens again
from the ending to the ending
never got to begin
maybe one day we can meet face to face
in a place without time and space
happy birthday
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake
miss murder - 11. Feb, 00:33
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woacken.
lG fucken_